Baby Baby Baby

Baby
baby
baby
Maybe
maybe
maybe
Nothing coming and nothing going
It doesn't make sense in our knowing.
What could have happened?
What could have gone wrong?
It's hard to explain
My utter disdain
For waiting this long.
I can't help but be overzealous
To be happy for others and to not be so jealous
But it's hard to see how parents are
With their children from afar
Running and laughing, picking them up, and giving them hugs
Wiping their nose, mouth, and giving their pant leg tugs
When?
Why?
How come?
Now then
It's time you listen
Who's this?
God, what?
Get a hold of yourself
Ok, it's time you understand.
I'm testing you to see where you land.
Do you trust me?
No matter what?
Because if you do, then all that you seek will be added unto you. . .
Trust in Me, you will not go astray
Trust in the world, you will lose your way
There is a letter that is ready to be unsealed,
The contents of which will soon be revealed.
Just trust me Erik, that's all I ask
Your test and trial will be over fast
Give Me a chance to show you I'm always near
I will never leave you, you have nothing to fear.
Why God?
Why should I trust you so?
I'm all you got before, during, and after others go!
Good point, people have always come and went away
But not You, God. . . You have always stayed
Watching me grow
Watching me fall
Watching me know
Hearing my call
I love you so, and I'm sorry for my hurt
I'm ready to be healed, and be made of new dirt
Mold me into the righteous clay
Keep me grounded, Lord I pray
Let my words be few
Because, Lord I truly am in love with You!
Erik, you are forgiven My Beautiful Baby Boy
I love you so, you give me such joy!
Do you know what I did for you?
Yes Lord, I do
Sometimes I forget that Your hands and feet were pierced through and through
Sometimes I feel sorrow for Myself and bring others down
Sometimes I feel regret and I get upset
But. . .
Knowing You has been the best thing yet
And. . .
Soon, I will never forget
That All things are possible with God!
And when that letter is unsealed
And the prophecy is revealed
I will be standing tall
Because I survived it all
No matter what the world throws at me
I know that God is my catcher and He has set me free!!!